Dora blog

      It was just one week left to tie the knot, I couldn't wait to bear the name 'Mrs Fred',that I've always dreamt of, I watch the clock tick each hour, I sight the sky get brighter and darkened each day.The new neighbour Mr and Mrs Edom were actually new couple,I could perceive the love in the air, I would giggle each time I hear them laugh out so loud and play like kids when in the compound.I walked straight into the sitting room opened the drawer and reached out for the photo album,I took a glimpse at every photo, from my childhood to my convocational photo, they all brought beautiful memories to me raising my cheeks so high , I stumped on uncle Wale's wedding pictures,I felt so pained, he has been married for three years without a child,who knows how they've felt all these years, I could hear the new neighbour scream from their flat,and that made me laugh so hard, does love make people this mad??.    I and fred went on a date that Friday eveni...

   I made a promise,to keep it, to preserve it, to protect it, and to guide it jealously,as a precious gift to him. I carried myself as an egg so carefully.It was my pride, my dignity, I wouldn't want to loose it for any damn reason no matter what, sure times came when I became so scared not because I was gonna loose it,but  loose it to the wrong person.I was a shy type,and that I think was an advantage.    In class 9,we got a new classmate,while he moved to his seat, you could imagine all eyes on him, I guess the female students were more excited than the male,having a new mate among us, he was fair to look on, tall, handsome, curly hair and seems to be very smart and very intelligent, maybe he could be the Mr.  Right ,since he possesses all the features of my dream man*smiles*.When I tried to be myself,i notice I wasn't just me again, couldn't concentrate in class anymore, what?!!!! Can't believe he has been on my mind every seconds,unfortunatel...

   I always hear people talk about him, from my parents and outside home too,hmmm he seems to be the nice guy since every one talks about him, I wondered, was he a kind of unique being, special from the rest ?.As I a child then I managed to know him, yea I got acquitted with him, I never knew him that much but every moment with him was so sweet, but funny enough because I never knew where he lived, so we only met only on Sundays in church. Growing up with him as a child was fun and  awesome,he was my closet pal, my companion, my best friend but so funny I never realized that, so strange!!! ,he taught me so many things, showed me wonderful  things and places.     While I turned a teen,i could feel a coldness in our relationship,was who's fault? I or him? it broke my heart, so i sought for a closer and better relationship, I needed someone to fill that space, I needed someone to love me, I needed someone to look into my eyes and wipe those tears runn...